Written on September 8, 2010 at 6:19 am, by jennifer
Yesterday…..
went really well – I followed my plan of eating and as I sit here and type I realize my stomach is growling and I want breakfast. It feels good to be hungry – to really feel hunger – it’s quite different from what I use to think the feeling was. As a compulsive over eater I really didn’t know what hungry felt like until I stopped eating compulsively. So, I have my plan for this morning and once I’ve finished writing, I’ll go get myself ready for work and then I’ll sit down for a nice leisurely breakfast with my sweetheart. I’m so blessed to have this man in my life. Tomorrow we celebrate 21 years of marriage. Continue Reading…
Written on February 2, 2010 at 7:10 am, by jennifer
New Beginnings
I slept in this morning. I heard the alarm, I heard Paul get up and then I heard him say are you planning on getting up this morning – he had already returned from walking Roxy. It felt so weird I thought he was just leaving on their walk. Continue Reading…
Written on January 26, 2010 at 6:40 am, by jennifer
A New Beginning
Finding a starting point is always the best strategy. You have to start somewhere and once I’ve got that then I can decide how to best move forward. I can make a plan and run with it. Sometimes the planning stage feels like I’m standing still, coupled with trying to learn I feel like I should just stay in bed. hehe I know this won’t last and I know it will get better but wow I feel pretty unproductive right now. Continue Reading…